I told you, dear friends, that when I started this project, I would be taken away from this blog for a bit. I didn’t think it would take me away this long. And the kicker is…I’m not even done!
But as I wait for something that should have been done hours ago, while I’m in an office miles away from home, while David isn’t answering his phone (maybe on purpose) so that I can check in…I decided to come over and say hello.
Hello.
Truth is, it hasn’t been just the project that has kept me away. It’s also been this exhaustion…this total and utter desire to sleep. Sleep when Zack is sleeping. Sleep when Zack isn’t sleeping and I have to fight to keep the temptation away.
Why so tired? I’m in my 10th week of my second pregnancy. 10th. Doc said “this will be your hardest week.” I think that she shouldn’t of told me that since, now in my strange little mind, I’ve made it so. I haven’t been sick for days. I haven’t been this tired the whole time. After my appointment last week…sick and tired. My mind likes to play dirty tricks on me.
So now as I wait, miles from home, there’s not much for me to do (didn’t bring my laptop, photos aren’t where they’re supposed to be) I concentrate on my sleepiness. And I wonder why David isn’t answering the phone. And I hope I didn’t get a parking ticket since I don’t have my parking pass. Oh yeah…and it’s dead silent in here, with the exception of this noisy keyboard and the printer printing away killing trees.
I do not miss office life. I want to get home, put on my comfy clothes and play with Zack.
RSS
